I am…..

Sometimes I think people just trying and tell me what they think i wanna hear. Really?! No i want the truth,I can handle it. I have all this time. I hate when people lie even more. The closer i get to next weekend and us leaving this crappy city, I get sad believe it or not, sad because someone wont man up!! I still dont know why i hang on sometimes, maybe cause I have this little bit of hope that i will be surprised. I know I am sadly mistaken. This whole time i must admit i am an idiot.