THIS close to becoming a nun… —> <—

Wearing::  Gray cut off sweatpants and sports bras- the top one is gray.
Feeling::  TICKED OFF

I just got off the phone with Sheldon and wow, I am so close to throwing him away like I have so many others (but not all for this reason). 
I don’t like people that dig into my life.  I ignore what my body and my head tells me, so should they.
I DO NOT like to be reminded about my past.
I DO NOT like people telling me what to do.
I know he loves me but SHIT!  Normally people refuse to dig into my life… telephone relationships are so hard sometimes.  Yea, OKAY, he shouldn’t be scared of me cuz he lives in Minnesota and all he and his little homies gangbang like shit… but I’ve never been disrespected.  NEVER.  No one pries into my life and gets shit that I don’t want them to have.  And HELL if he gets any more. 
He hasn’t even BREACHED on the more important aspects and I’m this pissed?
FUCK that.  I don’t know if me and him are gonna work.  This can’t happen, him getting into my biznass like that…
And this is all over the fact that he wanted me to tell him that I loved him.  Can you believe this?  So why am I so FUCKING pissed?
But the fact that I’m this pissed means that I love him so I guess this whole situation isn’t too bad. 
But the man does NOT own me and he never will. 
AMEN!

-INMATE-