Take Away My Anxieties…

I hope you feel better! You and I are so similar…I’ve been teaching for years, you remind me of myself when I was a bit younger. I co-own a studio now and its fabulous, though quite a juggle with college.

Wow, this all sounds so familiar. 😛 Seriously, as someone who can totally sympathise, it sounds like you are over-due for some real YOU time. Personally, I find that when I get SO burnt out that I’m crying and don’t even realize it for a while, a nap and a hot shower does WONDERS. So does going to the park … or reading … something just for you. 🙂 *hug*

Though relaxing does its best to avoid your list of activities. If you can squeeze a little old R&R in I would recommend it. (Anurisms suck)

Sometimes life sucks. Sometimes responsibility sucks. Sometimes we all need a safe place. Thinking of you.

Get someone with a car, grab a ton of your fav tunes, a 6-pack of (ICE cold) beers & p*ss off any direction to the ocean/river/Lake & chill…Other than that I cant offer anything else

I had a breakdown not too long ago and I can tell you it’s NO fun. Take a break before you end up hating everything. *hugs* And eat. If you’re hungry, eat.

i heard somestupid story of a frog that i’ll pass on to you. bored drug using farmers gathered a bunch of frogs to race up a long ass set of stairs. well they realised the stairs are too much and make endless comments how the frogs wont make it. and like they said one by one frogs began falling out. and this continued until only one frog was left. even with all the farmers still saying this

frog wont make it. well froggy kept frogging away and eventually made it to the top of the stairs. where he proceeded to do the froggy dance. anway getting back to the real story…they found out the frog who won was deaf. so he couldnt ear the bullsh^t negativity the rest heard. next story….dont push yourself so damn hard. its not that they can handle it better than you, its because your

both the same. you think people can handle shit better than you. well they think the same thing of you and others. why is a silly circle of u guys just pushing yourselves to the limit and beyond. i suggest cutting back and trying to enjoy life before complete adulthood. oh and *hugs* seems like you needed one. try smelling the flowers everyday.

Perhaps we should have an epic lightsaber battle….it helps me…

I’ve had these same thoughts before, so I wouldn’t freak out so much about feeling like you’re the only one. God… it’s hard, isn’t it? I mean, I keep thinking about what I have to do and then I worry MORE about it, and then that just makes it WORSE so then I try to forget about it so that I feel normal again… and then it gets worse anyway. You’re not alone *hugs* Feel better! Just relax 🙂

ryn: Thank you, sweetie. #18 is the truth, it’s how I roll. 😉 What’s amenorrhea? You know the thing about stress is most of it is self inflicted. We can’t control the problems or obstacles in life, but we CAN control how we handle it, hun. Be wary of your OWN health & take measures to take care of YOURSELF first. Try to put things in a column of what you CAN handle healthy & feel good. Anything

excess? Put it in the maybe later or TOO MUCH column. YOu gotta take care of yourself. No one else is going to watch out for you as much as YOU have to. And you should never feel guilty or have someone make you feel guilty for feeling exhausted. Remember, we all get there at some point or another. It sounds like you are burnt out for sure or past the point of exhaustion. Trust me, hun. I’ve been

there. I know what’s it like. I’ve worked 3 jobs, school & did nothing but sleep & eat & sometimes sleep eating & sleeping while driving. 🙁 ugh. Finally, before it got deadly, I pulled myself back, repositioned my life & did what I had to do to survive. I ended up following other dreams & Hopefully i can accomplish more. You have to know when to pull back. Take that vacation, sweetie. Do it.

Pick a place where you can totally lose yourself in the vacation, recharge your batteries in ALL areas, come back stronger & take on a schedule you can handle, stay sane & build your life. It’s all in your goals & dreams. You have to manage this. And you have to know when enough is enough. I don’t know your profession. All I know is you have the power to make changes in your own life. So do it. 😉

Take Care of yourself, sweetie & do know I’m always here or you can e-mail me ANY time to talk. I’ve been there. Too bad we can’t chat on the phone or take that trip to HI or share some salsa & cookies. 😉 But I am here anytime you want to talk. All ya gotta do is drop me a line. Be strong & Stay sane, Special K. You are an amazing person, just take care of ur inner child. 😉 Peace & Health. {X}

I hope you feel better! I’m sorry you’re having a rough time right now. I think we all get like this once in a while. I go through it about once a year with school. Twice in a bad year. I’m so jealous that you are a dancing. I danced from the time I was 4 until 20, but even though I loved it I never did much with it. No competitions or anything. I was at a small neighborhood school. I was considered one of the better dancers and for years I was in the most dances or someone who was in the most, that was five dances. I was always running around at the recitals trying to figure out which costume I had to put on next. Haha…I miss it! RYN: Thanks for your note! And I hope you feel better!

Jesus fvcking Christ, womanz. D: You’re working nonstop. Hokay, so here’s za plan, amiga. Pretend that one teacher asking for substitution is Vicodin, and another is uuhhh. Crack. There ya go. And now what do you say? “NO!!!” Say not to drugs. >w< [/wtfux corny.] How do you do it, m’lady? Maybe this isn’t the case, but people will ask others they KNOW won’t say no. (maybe, maybe not :S)

Don’t loose your flame, son/sun! Don’t burn out! (lololilOLolLol omfg I r teh punny <3)

Listening to the arch-nemesis of ICP? Blasphemy. Actually… If you promise not to tell on me, I too possess an Eminem CD. I’m not proud, but I keep it nonetheless.