Heh. BLOOP! Heh heh heh.

I’m officially single again.  Craven and I FINALLY talked.  ::rolls eyes::

I’m almost positive he knew what I was going to say before I started that conversation.  He’s pretty good like that.
I’m glad we had the opportunity to make new, happier memories together and I hope we’ll remain friends. 
We just didn’t work… there wasn’t the right kind of communication (uhh, any communication?) and my schedule is NUTS right now. 
Before I fit someone into my life, I have to find where I stand with dance.  If I have to turn my back on love, so be it.  That’s why I always wear a ‘Dance’ ring on my left ring finger.  Does that make me a bad person?  Because the way my friends always complain to me about not finding their true love makes me feel evil. 
Dance just means so much to me- it’s my hobby, it’s my career, it’s my means of expression, it keeps me from weighing 900 lbs- HELL, it’s my entire LIFE.  Sigh. 

Trevor, 19 yr-old dancer from LA (OC) who taught at my studio’s summer convention, came back to our studio to teach a class!  He deliberately searched me out of class at the end (disentangling himself from his admirers) to come give me a hug.  Thanked ME for taking his class and said that I was beautiful and he loved having me. 
I almost made a puddle on the floor.  Bloop!  (That was an ‘Inmate-turning-into-a-puddle’ sound effect!)

Anyway.  I think I’m going take a walk.  Then work out.  Working out is good.  And then eat.  Because food is gooder.  Er, best.   XD

I’ve discovered I’m backwards- When I haven’t eaten for a long time, I get lethargic.  When I eat, I become a fart in a windstorm. 
Backwards but… it works!  ^_^ 

Alright.  I’m out like skinny leg jeans (I hope- I wouldn’t be caught dead in those).. 
†    INMATE    †

Wearing::  Blue/Yellow Cheerios boxers, light blue ‘I know the AMI way’ t-shirt.  (My PJs- I only wear dance clothes nowadays.  If for some RANDOM reason I don’t have dance one day, it means I’m at home in my pjs.  Good sometimes, TYPICAL AND ANNOYING at others.)
Last ate::  A piece of frozen cantaloupe & honeydew, and a piece of cinnamon roll pop-tart with peanut butter.
Feeling::  Okay.
Reading::  ‘A Haunted Omnibus’ -Laing
Nail polish::  Black creme.  Toenails::  Bright sparkly blue.  : )