Entry 750:

I feel so sick…
I’m crying.
I can’t stop.
I’ve just thrown up the non-existent of the contents of my stomach…

I’m a fuck up.
A dick.
A complete and utter tool.
I knew no one would stay with me if they knew some things.
And here we go.
No one stays with me.
She’s gone.
She’s gone.

I read some things I shouldn’t of.
And now I feel worse.
Completely and truly worse…

I’m single if you haven’t guessed…
So you can all laugh and point now.
Go on.
Fuck you.

I don’t wanna be here anymore…