Thankfulness

What I’m thankful God has blessed me with:

• The ability to leave my house without panicking. (Getting over agoraphobia)
• The ability to not think of anxiety 24/7.
• Living at Dan’s house feeling comfortable.
• My Dad’s health, personality and life.
• My therapy sessions that are now free.
• My mom’s commitment to sobriety in the past month and her changed attitude and beliefs. She’s getting better.
• The ability to ignore eating disorder and self harm thoughts.
• The money I get from SSI and Social Security.
• The fact that he gave me great signs and brought me to Jesus!
• The friends I have.
• My dogs and cats.
• The ability to go to fun events like sonshine and downtown to see the fireworks.
• The fact that I got pills that make me feel mostly normal most of the time-the right help.
• Dan’s love for me.
• The ability to enjoy life.
• Music.

Things I am still praying for God to bless me with:

• Freedom from this rash and skin problems with my tattoo right before sonshine 🙁
• Complete relief from anxiety/agoraphobia
• The ability to fight anxiety without having to rely on pills.
• To not feel addicted to the pills.
• The health and life of my dad for many years to come.
• The drive and motivation to do more with my life.
• The continuation of my moms sobriety.
• To be able to control my anxiety at sonshine.