*heart*

that man that man that man…he cheers me up so much…this is one of the first times he’s been really really loving in a long time…i always have doubts…but know that the circumstance is at fault…after the circumstance is done and over with, i’m sure my doubts will be put to rest…
i’ve always saved the sweet messages he has written me, and this is the first time i’m saving one in a long time…i guess also because my standard for sweetness goes up every time something sweet is done…lol…

i’m nervous still…but he helped me put my nerves to rest…as well as my friends and family…knowing that they’ll be here backing me up will be the best 🙂