Carnivale
Clown,
decide your face for this day.
A big red smile,
your life is good,
but this is not enough for you.
A frown,
a big blue tear advertising pity.
We show our remorse,
but this is not enough from your audience.
~
Clown,
those tricks you perform with such agility
behind my back,
bring your act to my face.
Dazzle me with your jokes and gossip
starring me.
I need a good chuckle too.
Give me your performance, then take a bow.
Your applause is as empty as your being.
~
Clown,
I’m real, unlike you.
I can face the world without paint,
without pity from my peers,
I don’t need a juggling act.
A fool is what you are,
a begger with an opening act
collecting peanuts of sympathy.
Are they really worth it?
RYN: Don’t worry about it. I go through phases where I don’t feel like writing in my OD. I’m not sure if I completely understand who the ‘Clown’ is in your poem, but I thought it was interesting. HFS xx
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