how can I get him to talk?

I’m such a procrastinator..I’ve got a lot of project that are due in the next two weeks and I’ve really slacked on them, I don’t know what’s wrong with me?

I’ve felt so weird in the past couple days. I think it’s my boyfriend. He’s been acting weird to me. He’s never been the jealous type but he’s been acting it lately. He says things like "oh are you going out to party with your boyfriends tonight?" he tells me he’s only joking but when someone says the same things repeatedly I think deep down they might actually mean something by it. I don’t see why it bothers him? I mean, yes I do hang out with a group of guys here, but they are only my friends. He should know that. He has a lot of girlfriends I don’t say a word about it to him.

  I was talking to a friend of mine about it our lab last night. He told me that he’s jealous. He said ( not so sound snooty) that since I am an attractive person, this makes my boyfriend insecure and jealous. But my boyfriend is very handsome, I feel very lucky I am with someone with such great looks as well as a great personality. I don’t understand. I asked my boyfriend the other day, "don’t you know that I am crazy about you?" "don’t you know I feel extremely blessed to find someone like you?" he just shruggs it off and says "yeah"

I don’t know. I think maybe it would be a good idea to sit down and talk to him face to face about it..my flight to go see him is only 15 days away now (i’m counting down, as you can tell!) I want to ask him if he really trusts me or not. I know that his previous fiance’ cheated on him and he found out right before their wedding..I realize this is an issue that is hard for him but how can I explain to him I am not like this? I have never cheated on a boyfriend..I could never dream of doing that to him. I don’t see anybody else the way I see him..I want to make it understood to him..

And I know it’s hard for him, but why do I have to try and prove myself? Why do I have to keep reassuring him? Why can’t he drop it? I am confused.

I feel like there is something he is not telling me. I know he is the type of person to keep things and not talk about them (well most guys don’t come out express themselves fully anyway)..I wish I could get him to tell me what’s on his mind because I can really tell there is something..