doctor

I went to the doctor this morning for a follow-up..she told me I came back too early. What the hell? The nurse is the one who scheduled me. I guess it’s good I got to see the doctor though we needed to talk.

I told her about how my boyfriend went and got tested and his doctor told him he was negative. I asked her how that could be? She told me that a lot of the time it doesn’t show up in males. She told me his doctor should have given him the medication to take for it anyway when he told him  had it just to be safe.

Well I called my boyfriend and told him that he needed to take the medication. He told me he did tell his doctor that but the doctor said he wouldn’t prescribe any medication unless he tested positive. oh great..

My doctor told me I need to come back probably in the middle of December just to be sure. What if my boyfriend’s doctor didn’t detect it, he didn’t take the medicaton and when I go see him I get infected again? I know what you’re thinking.."don’t have sex’ well it’s a nice idea but we haven’t seen each other since the end of August, I’m pretty sure we’re desirous to come close to one another again…no let’s make that an obvious fact.

So my doctor told me to tell him we’ve got to use condoms..once again nice thought but..well I’m going to be honest here and say we rarely use them, almost never. I don’t think he’d be thrilled with that idea..hrmm what to do?

Another thing, my doctor said it might be a good idea I get some blood tests done, just because I’ve never had them done before..I did it. I was so nervous, the only time someone took my blood is when they pricked the tip of my finger. I can’t give blood because I don’t weigh enough..well having my blood taken wasn’t as bad as I thought.

but it’s just another  thing I have to worry about..it seems like so much bad shit has happend to me over the past year, I’m a little nervous to get my results back next week..

I’m taking a nap I’m stressed