Can’t see in color anymore

I feel like I’m in a slum

I know it was good for me to come over to Denver for school but I miss him so much. I’ve tried going out and having fun but it always seems like I’m missing something, like I’m not seeing in full color. It’s him.

I feel so sad. My body and mind miss him so much. I just want him to hold me.

Sometimes I lie in bed right before I go to sleep and tears just trickle down my cheeks..my heart hurts.

We still talk everyday but I want to feel him, I want to see his face. I want to taste his lips. I want to be with him.