Cancer and I

so I go for my yearly gyno appointment last December and there are all these things wrong with me..

She puts me on all this medication and it backfires..I spend all spring in a depression..it’s complicated and painful to talk about. One thing I discovered is that I was showing the begining stages of Cervical Cancer ..

So instead of a yearly check up they tell me to come back in six months. At the six month check up my doctor tells me I’m showing signs of "abnormal cells" and I need to come back for a 3 month check up. This is in Saint Louis when I lived in Florida and I just couldn’t keep comming back. So I got a new gyno in Florida and had a appointment for late September.

Well now that I’ve moved to Denver I’ve got to find another Doctor and call the office in Florida and have them transfer my records, which contain very important information.

It’s September..I haven’t got a doctor yet but, how do I put this?

Well I went online to some doctor’s websites to find information out and when I use the restroom I am showing signs of cervical cancer according to the websites..

Just when I thought things couldn’t get any worse. I’m scared. I want to tell someone but have nobody I can tell..

What am I going to do if I’ve got cancer?

mindsetofaJohn

September 8, 2006

Hi, this is one of those issues that is bigger than you are. For that reason it needs to be treated by professionals. You should just endeavor to get yourself to one as soon as you can do it. At the same time you should promise yourself not to become gripped with fear until hearing another professional assess your current situation.

You should click on your diary name (upper right corner) then on “Diary maintenance” on left side, then on “Privacy settings”… and then on “allow private notes”. This just so others have the option of communicating with you in private. I am wishing you the best.