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Dammit my phone’s going to get turned off. I’ve always paid my bill on time but I just don’t have the five hundred dollars yet. I called t mobile and told them I could pay part of it but they want a partial payment on the 19th (this thursday) and the rest november 2nd..they want my checking account number so they can do an automatic withdraw but I just can’t give it to them, I don’t want to not have enough money and overdraft. Damn, I hate this. I just started my job, I’ve been training so I don’t get any tips yet. I get server training pay which is like 5.15 an hour..my paycheck will probably be a little over 100 dollars..

I hate stressing about money. I need to pay my bill but I can’t..I won’t be able to talk to anybody anymore..I think my boyfriend’s sending me a calling card and I’m going to get a phone in my dorm room..it just sucks. I’ve never been behind on my bills..

I have to take my server training test today, then I’m going to try to get somebody to let me work thursday night, a double on friday, a double on saturday and a double on sunday next week. I can’t work monday through friday because I’m in classes..The thing that really stinks is that last night was my last night of training so I did a majority of the my trainer’s work for her..took like all of her tables while she observed me..and she got all the tips. All my tables I took care of were satisfied and most of their tabs were over a hundred dollars and they were leaving twenty or more dollars for a tip..because of MY service..I know she walked out of there last night with close to 300 dollars..I made like 37 dollars..I know it’s standard procedure but that really sucks