a series of unusual events
a couple unusual things happend today…
my boyfriend called me this morning he told me that the doctor called him and he tested negative for any STD..now how can this be? I have not slept with anyone but him he he’s negative? I called my mother, which is a very hard thing for me to do, don’t ask me why I just don’t feel comfotable talking to her about that..don’t feel comfortable talking to anybody about it really. But anyway back to the point of the story. I called my mom because I was so confused. She told me I need to get a second opinion. I need to call my old doctor and tell her what’s happend..I moved and got a new doctor and all my previous charts were transferred..I want to know if my old doctor in Saint Louis missed that fact that I had ghonorreha and I’ve had it since last December after I was raped..or this new doctor misdiagnosed me?
What if my old doctor didn’t catch it? I don’t think it’s possible then my boyfriend would have tested positive..and my new doctor? Well let’s see..I am not trying to be gross..well I mean after all this is my diary..but so anyway what my new doctor here in Denver did tell me one the day of the visit was that I had a bacterial infection ‘down there’..she said it was nothing to worry about ,it’s similar to a yeast infections that women get. I asked her the cause of it and she said many thing, some soaps women use that their’s bodies are sensitive to, and stress are the main causes. -Well what do you know? Stress causes these infections? The past month I was crying myself to sleep a lot and stressing like you wouldn’t believe! So the doctor prescribed me these pills, I take them for seven days twice a day..easy enough….
she called me a few days later and told me I did, infact test positive for ghonorreah..so she prescribed me $40 worth of medication and I took it. So…what I’m thinking is..well I’m thinking she’s wrong..how can it be? Now I’ve taken all these pills..for what? What have they been doing to my body? It doesn’t make sense..something’s not adding up? I tried calling my old doctor in Saint Louis when I got home from work today and they’re office was already closed. I plan to call them Monday and ask for their opinion. My mother said she would pay for a plane ticket back to Missouri so I could visit my old doctor.. I am just so confused..
I apologized to my boyfriend..I told him I just wanted to be honest with him. I don’t want him to think bad of me..I just feel horrible about this. I finally find the man I want to spend the rest of my life with and all these problems come up..
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unusualy event number II:
I recieve a text message on my phone
" Can we be txt mates, like exchanging messages to each other. I’m Dennis a 34 male from Sac California. How about you what is your name?"
I read it, and think to myself "is this guy for real?"
so I reply "texting cost $$…I’m a broke college student so no thank you but nice to meet you"
him: "no, txts are free on weekends and after 9pm"
myself: "no they are not free"
the guy wouldn’t leave me alone! I know he had to have got my number from somewhere..finally he said " I’m single and was wondering if I could have your address because I want to send you and picture"
woah..this guy’s got balls..I did not indicate I had any interest in him and he comes out saying this? He doesn’t even know me? so I reply:
"no thank you I am not single"
his last and final reply: "oh ok. I’m not gonna bother you anymore. I thought you were single. thanks miss"
I’m not gonna lie..this kinda freakedme out…