Waiting

So many blogs. So many message boards. Full of so many women enduring endless tests, drugs, procedures, surgeries, side effects.

This mingling of desperation and longing coated by a thick layer of hope. Like one of the many pre-natal vitamins we take. A horse sized, hope coated pill, filled with desperation and longing, that often makes us nauseous.

All for the chance of having a vibrant, little life full of infinite possibility placed into our care.