life on hold

I am avoiding writing a paper. I have a lot of projects and papers due in the next couple weeks. It is a little overwhelming to think about. I am taking it one paper/project at a time.

I am unhappy being a student. I resent the work and the ridiculous repetitive projects. I resent my decision to put my life on hold to get a Masters degree that I know I need to get a decent job in my field. That statement isn’t completely true. This year is part of my life. This is life, right now. It isn’t waiting to start. But it feels that way.