What happened with Andy?

Well… in answer to the drummer’s question… nothing so far. I mean, if you read the entry before the 6/18/00 entry you’d know the significance of that entry. But since then, nothing has happened.

I have decided something, though. What happened was something I wanted to happen, but it was not something I wanted to happen with ANDY. Does this makes sense? It’s like, I love what happened, but I don’t love who it happened with. ehhh – I’m not sure this is making sense.

Ok, let’s put it like this. I would love to be held that close and dance with the man of my dreams. It was completely not right, however, to be held that close and dance with Andy. I want him as a friend… we just have major problems in keeping our relationship that way. (Gee, can ya tell?) But the thing is, I really don’t like him… I just really like what happens between us.

@~>~>-dreamergrrl