Well, he LOOKS like he’s a sophomore…

And he’s OLD enough to be a freshman… but he’s in 8th grade. Yup, Peter strikes again. First of all, that boy is DANGED HOT. And that’s so sad that I, as a junior, practically slobber all over myself thinking about an 8th grader.

Tonight I went to youth group, and Peter was there. You don’t even know how cute this boy is… seriously, yo. He’s taller than me, has major muscles, and is absolutely gorgeous. (I do believe in one of my past entries I wrote I’m going to marry him… I am.) So anyway, I hug him hello… we haven’t seen each other in a long time. So then we walk into the room, and people are discussing homecoming. Some of us are saying how we don’t have dates, and Peter’s like, “I’ll take you…” What am I supposed to say to that? I just dismissed it with the whole, but you’re in 8th grade excuse. So he was like, “ok, you take me…”. Again I dismissed it.

But to tell you the truth, I would absolutely LOVE to go with him. I don’t think I can or should though. Not that I planned on going anyway after my entire “screw the world” thing I’m going for. But I keep saying if I’m asked I’ll go. But who knows.

My parents probably wouldn’t allow it. Neither would his, for that matter… but anyway.

So after youth group I went out to my car and he walked over while I was unlocking the door. We stood there with the door between us talking for awhile… finally I had to say I had homework. (which I did) But anyway, he was like, “it seems like I never see you anymore… you need to come more often.” I agreed, but said that since I have a car now I probably will. (Of course, being the ministers’ son as well as a youth group member he’s supposed to say that anyway, but still…) It was so weird – it’s like all those feelings from 2 years ago swept back the minute I looked into his eyes while he was talking. GRRR. And he’s how old? 14? I’m 16. That doesn’t seem too far, but I’m turning 17 in February. But then again, he’s turning 15 in May. So I DON’T KNOW!

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