totally swept

Lord, am I really becoming one of those despiseable couples? A public display couple? Goodness… I mean no, we’re not being gross in public… but it’s there. You have no idea how completely swept I am by Nolan. He is the sweetest thing EVER! I don’t even know where to begin… he just… IS.

Someone shoot me… this is becoming one of THOSE diaries. Your entire outlook on couples changes once you become one. I find that extraordinarily interesting and hypocritical of myself. *shrug* Not that I care at this point in time. I mean, it’s been a week since Nolan and I even somewhat got together… but really only two days. Does that make sense? It should.

Jay and Tyler are threatening to kill him for dating me. I feel bad… but he claims he doesn’t care. I mean, sure they’re weirded out by it, but they don’t ACTUALLY hate him. Perhaps me… but not him. And I felt bad that Nolan came out with my friends tonight instead of his own… we’ll have to start compromising somehow. I’m so glad he was there though. Jay will get over it. He has to… we’re so happy… we’re almost officially a couple. I think it’s one of those unspoken but we both know it deals. Yeah pretty much. Emily and I both find it REMARKABLE that people in band can hook up. We all look terrible… no makeup, hair pulled back, all sweaty and smelly… and it’s all ok somehow. Plus the more mental/emotional aspects of how FRUSTRATING band is. If two people can survive marching band together, dang they can survive a lot of crap.

Signing off, with yet another un-interesting entry about my newly acquired love life (what, you mean it’s finally NOT non-existant?)… I’m being

~swept away by an angel~

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

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