to raise your spirits after the previous entry

In better news:

Our invitations came!!!! We also finally picked out the song we’re going to dance to. Very exciting. Last weekend we picked out tuxes, food, timing, etc. I also got to play dress up with the entire ensemble for the first time with Mom…

God I LOVE my dress… and all the things that go with it. I’m not a slender person… (I’m not a whale either… I guess I’m more average if you’re looking at a normal midwest-type population) and I know tons of past brides who have worked their asses off to look amazing. Saying how they dieted and worked out and felt “confident” on their big day. Well let me tell you, this dress looks dynamite on me – I have all the confidence in the world in that thing – so they can shove their diets up their asses. (I actually think my dress would look worse on a skinny person?)

I’m tired as hell… will try to be less sailor-like for my wedding…

(indecision)