so many things

I took another two hour nap tonight… didn’t even really realize I was asleep until my dad woke me up and asked me if I wanted to go to bed. It was 11 o’clock (and therefore contrary to the entire spirit of my life). And then I said, “What?? You turned off the computer?” Story of my life…

Needless to say everyone else went to bed like I should’ve and I turned the computer back on. And here I am…

Mm, sleep is nice, but why am I sleeping so much at such intervals lately?

I finally got my hair cut today. It was getting entirely too long to wear it straight, so it’s been curly for about 2 ½ weeks. Which was actually kind of fun… nice to switch things up a little. So when she first cut it and asked to make sure it was ok, I was like… you can make it shorter if you want. I think she was stunned, but shorter she happily made it. Ahh, yes! My neck is free! My hair hath been chopped again – shorter than before! I love it, though. I never thought I was a short hair person, but I’ve just been loving it. So much fun.

Chris B. and I are exchanging cat stories… it’s really nice. I miss cats soo much, something I hadn’t realized until this week. We’ve decided we need to find a cat and smuggle it into our dorm, then take turns taking care of it. Good plan, good plan.

Speaking of Chris, I need to spend some time doing some serious soul-searching. Do I just want the human contact… should I just back off and leave it all as friends? Do I want more? Do I want more that would come with a relationship??? I’m struggling here. There are so many reasons that I know I should just stop things and leave us as friends. There are so many reasons that I should do that and want to do that… but in my head it’s so easy to rationalize… so easy to think more would be nice. I have issues though. I have issues with him.

On another note… Aaron – let’s try to keep the fighting to a minimum this week… we’ve both had our moments recently, huh? ::hugs:: 🙂