scotch tape and paperclips

Title means nothing. It’s the first thing I saw on the desk as I was trying to think of a title. Lol, but they are cool aren’t they?

I went through my favorites list today. Pretty much anyone who hasn’t written for over a month or two was deleted. Also people’s diaries that I never read. I feel really bad about it, but then again I’m positive they don’t read mine either. I managed to delete Phil’s diary. Not Phil, my Phil, but Phil as in the Confused Monkey. I hadn’t been able to bring myself to do it for a long time, and he hasn’t written since June. It made me remember all the laughs I got from reading it, but I know he has no plans to come back. Ahh well.

I still refuse to delete Jake’s diary from my list. I’m so pathetic… really I am. Every once in awhile I go back and read an entry of his. There’s probably some psychological explanation for it – who knows. I mean, sure he hasn’t written since August, and even then it wasn’t truly since June. But during June I talked to Jake nearly every day, and read his diary almost every day. I’ve read his entire diary. And there’s not too many other diaries I can say the for. I think I’ve read all of Aims’ diary, and I’ve read most of Lindsey’s, if not all of it. But that’s about it. When you stumble on to someone’s diary you tend not to read ALL of the entries written before you found it. That would take forever! So unless I either find you on you first entry or start reading during one of the first 15, I will never be able to say I’ve read the whole thing.

What was my point? Oh, right… deleting things off my favorites list saddens me a great deal. I feel I’ve failed them somehow. It’s weird.

Well, tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and as it is a family holiday, don’t expect to hear from me! Or at least not much. Two factors: 1)must visit and eat a lot with the family 2)my grandpa sleeps down here which means I can’t be on at night until 1am like usual. So I’ll say all I have to say for tomorrow today.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Have fun with the paperclips! And as always,

~swept away in the crisp, frigid, brisk air~

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

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I felt the same way when I fixed my favorites list.. like they’d know if i deleted them.. and be hurt.. and feel awful about it. but they didn’t. they weren’t. 🙂

i never delete my favorites. i must have put them on there for a reason and even if they never write – i always like to think that maybe someday they’ll come back? where do they go? *enjoy the holiday!!*

I hope I’M still a favorite!

klaymz, i wanted to talk to you cuz there was stuff i didnt want to write in here but um…i guess i’ll just call you later today or hope you are on line. happy turkeys~me

Happy Thanksgiving although we don´t celebrate it in Germany.Enjoy the day.

yes it’s weird. But. I feel my favorites fail me when they don’t write. And I’ve been thinking about doing an entry about people who stop to write who change names who have 1000 entries.

but it did make me sad when I deleted my favorite who was my first note.