prom weekend… mass lovely confusion

How do I start an entry like this? It’s been less than two days, and yet a year has passed. *deep sigh* I should probably start with Andy and Alex arriving. They were supposed to be really late, but they got here at around 5:10… not bad. I guess Alex forgot his corsage for Aims back in… well where he lives, so his parents were going to have to rush to drive it here as well, lol. Turned out to be pretty humorous, because Kim and Aims were trying to hunt down their boutineers as well. Eventually everyone got to my house, many pictures, much nervousness, many rules about Andy driving my vehicle, and then we were off to go to Daddy V’s apartment. When we got there the boys opened our doors and whatnot (awww!) and then we have a photo session with him. Lol, his roomate (um yeah this may or may not confirm the gay issue) helped to take the pictures. So cute.

After that we went to dinner, where John COMPLETELY embarassed us… the waitress made a mistake in telling us our options, but she apologized and explained and everything. But JOHN was like, “but you told us we could have chicken on the salad. You messed up so we should still get it for free!” CUT THE FREAKING CRAP John. My GOODNESS. We were all so very very embarassed. At any rate, the meal was absolutely delicious, and we all had a lovely time despite John.

Then came prom. When we FINALLY found out how to get to the parking lot, the boys opened our doors once again, and gave us their arms to walk us into the dance. We took pictures right away, then entered the dance floor. After some figuring out of what the heck to do, we started dancing. OH MY GOODNESS… I had SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!! Fast dancing… I found myself being so much less self-conscious. Everyone looked stunning (except for sluts I’m not friends with), and everyone was dancing, and cute, and, well, aww! Kim looked lovely, Aims and Alex were getting along perfectly, Andy and I were being Andy and I, Meg and Jon looked adorable, Jessie, Schenk, Otte, Shorty, even Ron, Dianne, Shawn, Emily, Marcia, Chad… well it was nice. Very much fun.

Then for the slow dancing… yeah Andy and I slow danced. When we dance it feels as if we’re just standing in a sauna… my goodness it’s sooo incredibly hot. But it’s also sooo incredibly nice. *flashes back to YAC in June* Remember that entire really close dancing issue thing? Remember how I couldn’t remember whether he pulled me in or whether I made that closeness move? So I wasn’t sure what to do this time… I started of at a distance, (and I CLEARLY remember this this time), but then HE pulled me in… really close… That was the first dance. The rest of the slow dances were generally just like that, except for the last one. The theme for Prom was “I don’t want to miss a thing”… so the last slow dance was, of course, that song. The dance floor was a little crowded, so at the other end of the party room there was this raised section of floor… Aims and Alex, and Andy and I slow danced up there… just enough room for us. It was SO romantic… horrible, isn’t it? The entire time I just kept thinking, “this is so nice, but is this what I want?” Constant turmoil the entire time, but back to the dancing. He put one arm around me and then the other hand sort of near the upper back/neck region. But in addition to that, he kissed my neck at least twice as we danced… *sigh* *gets all weird and butterfly-ish and embarassed* Occassionally when dancing he pulls me in tighter… and then… those moments are the lovliest, I think… it’s just so… so… you know… horribly annoyingly confusing!

On to today.

Well we went to Cedar Point. I drove. All 1 1/2 hours worth. There and back. Thta’s 3 hours. Longest I’ve ever driven by FAR. At any rate, we didn’t really get to ride many things, and I got HORRIBLY burnt *cries out*. BUT, Alex and Emma semi-hooked up!!!!!!!!!!!!! ::hug:: to Emma. However, they’re not hooked up. It’s more like Alex likes Emma… a lot… and Emma just doesn’t know what to do with herself. It’s a first for her, but they’re soooo cute together. But he lives… there… and we live… here. At any rate, Andy was being sort of like that towards me all day too. Just little things like touching my back or, you know… stuff. So I don’t know. When Emma and I dropped the two boys off at Andy’s house tonight, I almost thought we were both going to get our first kisses… which would totally scare me! *gets all scared* Now, we both decided we would’ve LIKED our first kiss, but that we wouldn’t know what to do with ourselves, and neither of us knows if we like our males or if we want that or ANYTHING. So confusing.

Dimples? Cute? Me? WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE??? WHY AM I NOT BEING INVISIBLE? THIS IS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO WRONG! Bah. Yeah I have dimples??

More than ever……

~swept away in confusion and dancing~

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

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