perspective

Staying at Meg’s party so much today definitely clarified some things for me. It made me realize that I still thoroughly enjoy some people… made me realize that I had forgotten about awesome people like Steve who really do care somewhere behind all that teasing. I forgot about some people when I was making generalizations. In fact, I’m realizing I was thinking of specific things rather than such a general view.

Just because people don’t know me doesn’t mean they’re not willing to know a me who’s still changing… it doesn’t mean that they don’t care.

I feel very discombobulated at this point. I feel very much how I felt before, except I’ve gotten perspective from Sloan, Kim, and Steve. And Gretchen. Anti-sociality happens. It wasn’t that I didnt’ want to be around people though, I just didn’t think I wanted to be around “the group.” Yeah, there is no group. I forgot. Anyway, I had fun.

Church this morning was great. I was between my Sloan and my Gretchen, with the Jacobs fam in front of us, the Robertsons behind us, along with Stevio and Fritz. Fun times… heck we even made it into the sermon because we were rowdy. Loved it… love church… love friends… love God.