People

Last night was another one of those “I hate people” nights. After my dad made me cry uncontrollably, and after Jake made me feel better, then I was attacked by some issues in my city.

My family just ended up having a discussion. I think we’re like the only family that actually sits down and discusses things. It’s wierd. We don’t like plan family chats or anything, they just happen. But anyway…

I can’t really get specific at all in this diary because it is public. I’d feel horrible to write anything in here only to have someone who’s involved somehow find out. But basically something that started off as a teacher/school/political mess has gone into our church now too. One person lost his/her job and several committee members resigned because of it, and it just seems like it’s going to rip not only the community, but my church in two. Why can’t people just try to work out things? It’s all crap, it really is. And to take it into the church is just so hypocritical. I’m sort of ashamed of it. This is the type of thing that drives people away from the church before they have a chance to even see how great Christianity can be.

I’m not saying I’m perfect by any means. Believe me, I do my share of sinning and being hypocritical. It just makes me mad that two people could begin to take a church apart. And it’s not that small of a church either.

I guess We’ll just try to go on and not take sides. It’s so hard sometimes.

@~>~>-dreamergrrl