Meg is so right.

“Why is Erin able to develop crushes on guys whohave girlfriends? Because they flirt with her and encourage her and have fun with her. While holding back and remembering that although they like it, they shouldn’t. They have girlfriends. Who are hours away.” ~Megan, not to be quoted anywhere else by anyone else, got it kids?

So she’s so friggin’ right, which totally sucks for me. First of all, I have this huge character flaw – I always allow myself to start crushing on them… I play along, I flirt back – I practically screw myself over. Then I also wonder why they all seem to pick me… why is that? And why can’t guys who don’t have girlfriends pick me? What the heck?

How many times throughout this diary have you seen this happen. I fall for a guy who has a girlfriend because he clearly flirts with me… because I clearly let him and flirt back… how many times?

Eric S, in my head Garett, obviously Nate, now Jeff… there are others, I’m sure. Dang it… I can’t even think of the rest, but it’s a clear pattern in my life.

Stupid long distance relationships… stupid me.

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dont be so hard on yourself. we all do stupid things