in order to prevent my death

I thought I should probably write. You see, Meg here is getting violently perturbed that I spend more time “stalking” than writing. Ok, I don’t really stalk… that would be scary. I just pretend I do. Um, let’s just scratch this entire part of the entry.

So, I have pit EVERYDAY after school until 6 pm. Everyday. “to dream the impossible dream… to fight the unbeatable foe…” The Man of La Mancha. Rock on. Yesss… dreamergrrl is the pianist. Whooo!

I’m in a strange mood, no? It’s like I have to force myself to type words write now. Why is this? I’m so not in an OD mood… I haven’t been ever since I got back from Chicago. Must fix this.

Must find prom date. Must find date. Must find eligible male between ages of 16 and 18 who is smart, nice, not anti-band, and Christian. Oh, and preferably in the same country, state, county, and city as me. Possible? Highly doubtful.

This is one slightly wacko saxy sax talking here.

I really don’t like Daddy anymore. Not my biological father of course, I’m talking about Mr. V. Ticking me off. He needs to learn how to act professional, and not be rude, and just GROW UP already. Of course on the band level I still think he’s the best damn marching director in the land, but as a person… ehh… needs muchos work. Not that you really care???

Chicago was awesome… I’m actually considering being in the combo again next year… yeah I don’t like all of the show choir people, but I don’t mind some of them either. I’m not even kidding in saying I had a really good time!

How cool is this: Bren is back in Nebraska for the week! Which means she has internet access… which means she’s online… which means I’ve been getting to talk to her this week! Aww, ::hug:: love ya guitar girl.

Notice I’m not doing any of my homework… hmmm.

Note to self: Yes, I really am something like a stalker. I should work on that… meaning I should stop being one. Hmm. Well, not all out-stalker, but enough of one to be like, um, dreamergrrl, get a life?

Well I’m off for now. I’m

~swept away in OD*notsaving*land~

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

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Thx for leavin me notes it’s hard to keep w/ my od.School time gtg!<

wait, who are you stalking? did I miss something?

SlurpeesAreMyDrug

March 22, 2001

Sometimes, you just can’t write. No need to write everyday, it’s all good- we still keep track 🙂

erin brianne

Stalking is like cheating…it’s alright unless you get caught!!

Violently perturbed? I think you’re exaggerating!!!! I’m so not violently perturbed!! I’m so happy go lucky actually.. I”m glad you like Combo now. I shall mention it to the doofus – i mean scott. 😉 He was a real dork yesterday. He did something rather meggish.. or shall i say Meg-esque like Steve did? Don’t worry about the stalking.. its beautiful. 🙂 ~~Meg~~

I forgot – why is not anti-band a necessity? 😉 I’m ANTI~BAND! Marching band sucks! (Yes, i do this only to aggravate.. you know i wish i was a band nerd) Honestly.. we need someone fo ya! And we need to make my someone a reality.

Lighten up Bitch