I will not be deleted.

It’s like they just want to randomly take away your entire life.

Well, I am pleased to say that Dustin was quite wrong, as seen by the fact that I am still here. So there.

Man, I just don’t know anymore. I miss writing sometimes, but at the same time I really don’t.

BUT DON’T DELETE MY FUCKING DIARY. Or I’ll be most upset. Let it be known, DIARYMASTER, that once I graduate and get a job, I fully intend to come back and, yes, pay for this. I just can’t do it right now.

I talked to theDrummer last night… not very much, but it sounds like he’s got a new place he’s moving into. Sean (PenguinLord) has yet to respond to my IM, but that’s ok – I understand. I’m in the process of trying to track Dustin down (HiddenHurtingHeart) – I emailed him a few hours ago, but he has yet to respond. (yes, I’m impatient) At any rate, I’ve just been thinking a lot about OD lately, and more importantly the people from OD. You know what? I’m really glad that this online reality (or is it fantasy) world was my life for a long time… but I’m even happier that my life is real now. I don’t spend hours reading diaries and posting meaningless entries… I don’t spend hours waiting up at night for another person to post or come on IM… I have physical, tangible friends, and a wonderful, beyond wonderful boyfriend (I wish there was a term that was beyond boyfriend but not technically a fiance).

You know what? I used to do everything online… especially revolving around OD. I used to tell my secrets, my emotions, express my anger… heck I used to have such crushes from internet meetings, or even by talking to people from real life online… real life is so much better, but I didn’t know that then. 😉

Until I visit again,

@~>~>- dreamergrrl