I don’t want to be friends with…

the people I want to be friends with. I just totally have not made sense to anyone. I try to say things but contradict myself in the next sentence in order to not really say anything, and hope someone just understand which I want to be true.

I just tried to explain something very simply. It was almost like “see jack run”. That simple. And the people knew what I was talking about; I was right.

Anyway, how do I get past the things they all do which make me hate them sometimes? I love hanging out with the people I want to be friends with – the people I AM friends with, and yet they tick me off so much. Sometimes I just hate them.

@~>~>-dreamergrrl