I am back… and in love

Well I am back from the trip. Parts of it I loved, parts of it I hated.

I must admit I love to be on the beach, I love watching the sunrise over the ocean, and I love taking night walks along the wet sand that squishes beneath my toes. I love being out in the ocean when huge waves is about to overtake you. I love it when you lay on the beach with your eyes closed and just listen to the waves. It always feels like they are rushing right over you. You somehow get the feeling that you are still in the ocean. I love it in the morning just before the sun rises when you are in your pajamas walking through the surf. I love having to hold up the bottoms of my pj’s while the water rushes around my ankles and drags my feet under the sand. I love watching the sun rise in 5 minutes while surrounded by some of my best friends armed with nothing but a camera and sea shells that have been washed ashore. I love lying on my stomach taking in all the rays and just feeling a peace coming over me.

I love hanging out with my best friends and making new friends. I love laughing about stupid things that happen, and I love knocking over my pop because we’re all having so much fun.

I hate to stop saying what I love and start saying what I hate, but it all goes together.

I hate when salt water goes up your nose, comes out your mouth, and kills your eyes. I hate when the ocean knocks you off your feet, skinning your knees, then treating the bleeding things with its salt water which makes them sting. I hate loving everything around me except for the two people that are together beside me because I wish that could be me. I hate knowing exactly what I want and not being able to do a thing about it. I hate bus rides that take 18 hours, and I hate the feeling I get everytime I see them.

I love things and I hate things. But that is just part of life.

@~>~>-dreamergrrl