GRR to everyone.

I had a great day actually. Well, it was decent anyway. But yeah… GRR to everyone. Do you ever have reasonably good days only to come home late at night and just say – LIFE SUCKS! ???

Hmm, maybe that’s just me…

After school I dropped Aaron off at his house and then came home to a nice huge hail storm. Niiice. Then Mom and I went to the mall to shop. (why else would we go… I know I know) I ended up getting a pair of NORMAL flare jeans from Pacific Sunwear and two sweater sets from B. Moss – I love them to death! They’re so pretty… seriously. So it was a total prep trip. I didn’t get anything skater, but I had fun just getting really classy things. I mean, I’m not saying skater stuff isn’t classy – don’t get me wrong I love skater clothes (why else would I wear them?) – I’m just saying that in this case I had so much fun just looking prep. (Although I went shopping as a skater…)

Anyway, Mom and I came home. I changed, and left at about 6:45 for Friday’s, where I met up with Erik, Aaron, Gabe, and several friends of Erik’s who I do not know at all. But it was fun… sort of. No it was though. I mean, I never feel comfortable around people I don’t know, so it wasn’t a blast, but it was moderately entertaining. Plus the one guy was talking about doing drugs and how he almost got caught by the police, yadda yadda yadda… Yeah. So my mom won’t find THAT out. But I mean the rest of the people were nice and all, but they’re nothing like me. I have no idea how I became friends with Erik, Aaron, and Gabe. So strange.

So now I’m home, and I’ve tried on all my new clothes again. Now I’m just sulking. No reason really. I love my clothes. I love my friends. (this doesn’t include people I don’t know who I was with tonight though) I have a pretty darn good life. I’m just tired, and want a boyfriend, and want to go to homecoming, and don’t know when I’m EVER gonna get my homework done much less practice for my audition and piano lesson. AHHHHHH.

Why, you say, aren’t I doing it now? Cause I’m writing and talking to my sis and best friend, not to mention listening/watching the Olympics… Not to mention it’s already 11 and due to the “quiet at 11” law in this place I can’t practice. And I’ve got news for ya – the brain… not workin. The homework ain’t gonna be done. (See the brain malfunction there?)

Ok I’m going now. Wish me to find my orange pants. Wish me to GET my orange pants. And wear them to homecoming. And to get married wearing my orange pants. OR AT LEAST SOMEONE THAT LOVES ME!

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