dreams, snow, ODers, love, and all that jazz

Ouais, es ist the day for German sentences! Hah, liking the mix of languages… but first I shall have to say that it was jazz band day. What do you care? Well, if you had read about my rather odd dream, you’d know that Mike was in my dream… again… ok. Well, Mike’s not only in the sax section of wind ensemble with me, but he’s also the bassist for jazz band. You must understand that it’s not rare for the piano to have kein Musik (no music) because some previous moron lost it. So Mike just kind of takes the bass music, plops it over on the piano, and sits by me so that we can both have music (or at least the chord changes) and play. So yeah… I couldn’t handle it. I’m so strange, I swear I am. I just… am. Oh, and I didn’t talk to Jon today either, which I didn’t make a point to NOT talk to him or anything… we just didn’t talk. Which is a little strange, but whatever. Ron’s being a little weird too. And I haven’t punched him forever.

I’ve decided that I need a guy. Again. Ohh yes, this phase has once more become apparent in my life. But, instead of almost crushing on Ron?? (God what in the world was wrong with me) or Mike or any of those people… I am currently without a crush. Which is lovely! But at the same time makes me a little sad… because… yeah… but then again… yeah… online makes me happy… yeah… maybe I’ll just live in a dream world for the rest of my life.

I was thinking about many of you on the way home… why? I’m trying to remember. I was driving home from wind ensemble rehearsal at around 8:50pm, and I suppose it’s snowing a little… now why was I thinking about you all? I don’t remember… but at any rate, I literally said outloud in my car by myself, “But I do know and love Dustin, and Brennan, and Jake, and Ari, and Matt… there are some really cool people out there!” Why I had that thought I just cannot recall… but I did. I still think we should all have one big OD party in some central location somewhere. Heh…

On to German? No… I’ll spare you this time, although this means I’ll have to change my current title… that’s ok. I will…

For now, I’m

~swept away in dreams of stars~

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

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