differences
It frustrates me. I can’t stand the different groups of friends. I can’t stand that I’m accused of not doing enough with my friends, when they don’t even TELL me what they’re doing anymore. Take, for example, Nate’s house. I guess last Wednesday a bunch of my friends showed up on Nate’s doorstep at around 7pm. He was telling me this online the other day, saying I should’ve come (but not in a mad way). Of course, I didn’t even know they were GOING to do that… or why, for that matter. Hmm, ok so that’s fine, and we just continued talking.
Last night, I’m talking to Kim, and she remarked, “Well maybe you WOULD know these things if you actually joined us when we do stuff!” UM, WHAT? Do what stuff… ’cause last time I checked, I’m pretty sure no one informed me of anything to be done. I asked her why I hadn’t been invited to go to Nate’s. She said I had been indisposed or something. Are you seeing how all I was doing last Wednesday night was homework? Or probably something far less important (if this is possible). It’s not like my boyfriend takes up any time on the weekdays… he works on Mondays and Wednesdays, and band fills all of our Tuesdays, Thursdays, Fridays, and, oh, that’s right… Saturdays. Mensch.
At any rate, his friends are starting to hate me less. In fact, we’re all getting along just fine… it’s like band camp now… back to old times. More sax squad leader bonding and all that. Some of my friends are adjusting quite nicely too… Becky, Ashley, Kim… they’re all supportive now and completley friendly. I think it has something to do with the fact that that’s kind of our lunch group now. Emma’s fine, I suppose. Aimee… I still don’t know. I feel like she still really resents this… like she still really hasn’t accepted Nolan, or feel that he’s accepted her. Twisted… it’s just all twisted and uncomfortable. All I ask is that I can bring my boyfriend to a party where all my friends will be. Is that so much to ask?
~swept away in frustration~
@~>~>-dreamergrrl
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What does she have against Nolan? Seems to me that she should accept that there’s someone else in your life now and she’s going to have to share you. But make sure you still do stuff with her too.
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Sounds like some people are jealous of you. Just don’t worry about it, they’ll get over it. Cotton
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ugh I so Know what you are talking about. that sux majorly. I hate that. I mean i am usually friends with one person for a “set” amount of time. then I dunno. it’s weird…life is hard.
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sometimes I hate my friends. But I also hate sometimes hating my friends.
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hope i haven’t given you a bad impression too. *fingers crossed* found it odd i wasn’t mentioned.. hope it wasn’t on purpose, was just a band thing
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