bad mood… beware

I literally cannot wait to be done with this rotation. I had a pitch this morning for my greenbelt project, and then I had a pitch this afternoon in front of the CIOs. He said it didn’t sound like our business is ready for the tool we just implemented yet. Great. I have another pitch in front of my section’s leadership committee tomorrow. I don’t want to prep for it, I don’t want to give it, I just want to exist.

I desperately need to get out of IT. One more rotation. 6 months. And then I can get an off-program job. Unfortunately still in IT, but I’ve got some say. And then maybe… just maybe… after a couple of years, I go functional. Goodbye salary, hello happiness.

I’m kind of down on the whole job thing right now. I’m sorry.

In more positive news, I played piano for about an hour and a half tonight. Again, terribly out-of-tune, but I played anyway.

I skipped Chinese yesterday (darnit!). I went to bed and looked at my iPod – I had forgotten to keep the old podcasts and certainly was not ready for podcast 5… I’m still working on 3.

I need to do my Mandarin and get to bed. And take my amoxicillin. Ugh I don’t want to go to bed because that means I have to get up on the other side.

(indecision)