another email to the void

Well it was not originally an email. For that matter it never WILL be an email. I’m writing this just as any other entry, but because there are no answers save the ones inside of myself and the ones contained within this void of cyberspace (are they the same perhaps?), I ask these questions to the void.

What do I want?

What are my options?

Do I have any options?

Do I want to date?

Do I want a boyfriend?

Do I require intelligence?

Am I truly invisible without realizing it?

Am I actually quite visible without knowing it?

How far is too great a distance?

Am I willing to risk friendships for love?

Am I willing to give up love for a friendship?

Do I, as a person, need something different now than I will in the future or in a more long-range term setting?

Do I need to choose one person or is it acceptable to date, despite some people’s misgivings regarding it?

What do I want?

I am once again

~swept away in questions~

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

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