12/20/01

I’m sorry for shouting at Bob. I’m sorry for severely disliking Bob. I’m sorry that I think he’s a fucking egotistical asshole who’s always on his pompus high-horse about everything. What a bastard. But I’m sorry.

Another thing. I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF EVERYONE ALWAYS BEING JELAOUS OF EVERYONE FOR THE STUPIDEST SMALLEST LITTLE REASONS. BE HAPPY FOR HER FOR GOD’S SAKE! None of us seem to be able to do anything without fearing that someone’s going to be mad at us. Or will stop talking to us. Or will spend too much time with someone else. Well I’m sick of it! And when you all get here on Friday night, don’t any of you dare make each other miserable. It’s Christmas… we just spent time with each other exchanging gifts to symbolize how much we care about each other, and then we go off fighting again. This is a season of giving and sharing and loving and talking and laughing… if things don’t turn out the way you would have liked, think of it as a gift to someone else. Maybe it’s better that way… who knows. Maybe there’s something else in store for you… maybe it’s better…