Uncertainty of life

Uncertainty of life really kills lol. I mean, generally, at times you think if you would be able to get that job or would be able to buy that car or house etc. It varies from person-to-person so you can’t generalize it and it might be something more precious to someone but every time, this insecurity is scary lol.

I have gone through such conditions many times in my life, be it my degree, first job, first overseas project and such many more situations when I was really nervous and doubtful too if I would be able to cope and handle it as per the expectations or not and by the grace of God, I always succeeded J.

But still, at times, I feel there are a couple on things in my life I am doubtful to, I worry about them a lot and have been trying to achieve too but not successful yet L. Giving up is against my nature and that’s not my character either so yes, I am still trying and hope to get soon too but this uncertainty is been killing my lately.

To make myself calm, I am just keeping this famous Indian saying in my mind – “Samay se pehle aur kisamt se jyada kabhi kisi ko kuch nahin milta”, which means “no one ever gets anything before the time and more than the fate”.