Sunday 20th October

Went for a hack on our horses this morning with my youngest kid, it was raining so wasn’t as pleasant but we still enjoyed ourselves. Pony had a few spooks at flapping laundry on someone’s washing line, a skip, twigs on the road and a scary drain cover 🤣🤦‍♀️ she isn’t usually spooky but she hasn’t been out for a while due to her leg issue and procedure she had done. I had a trot and I joked and said i broke my China 😂

After the yard we grabbed groceries and then went home to cook a roast dinner. We sat and watched “woman of the hour” while we ate which was alright. It’s based on a true story which I like. Hubby then had a nap so I had a soak in the tub.

So I have something I’d like someone else’s opinion on, I have this friend online (known for 12yrs or so) who’s always been great at listening and offering advice. Well he’s put up a few statuses suggesting he’s pissed off bout something, so I asked what was up? But he won’t give me any details, he’s very vague with me. So I asked if it was me who had pissed him off as he’s being very vague, he said “no it’s not you and there’s nothing to tell”. So he wants me to open upto him but he won’t do the same with me? I don’t like that! I don’t like putting my trust in someone who clearly doesn’t want to do the same with me. He used to talk to me so I’m not sure what has changed but now my guard is up. I don’t trust easily, but I did trust him. Would this bother you?