rough days lead to smooth lives

ill start this off quite brutally. i was mugged at knife point today, they took my beloved chain and i can say that im not bothered but i am, that chain was like a child to me and i know thats abit much but i would never take it off, i would wear it 24/7. but i guess most importantly im still alive typing this soo.. yuppee. the day was going good i was with the girl i talked about in my last entry and it looks like things might be getting serious but besides that i will tell you how it happened, i walked this girl back home and on the way back to the bus stop these 2 boys aged roughly 16 stopped me (im 14) and i pushed him away and told him hes not taking my chain but he pushed me up against the wall and pulled out a knife. i thought nothing of the chain and gave it him and went on with my day. i later went home and told my mum what had happened and at first i didnt want to snitch to the police because one of the boys go to my school and i dont want any trouble as theyre in gangs but eventually my mum persuaded me, i told them everything and 2 officers came round and asked me some more questions. thses boys have been arrested and are on bail till further notice. ill be honest.. i am scared and sad about this but you know i keep telling myself that its a good thing, because without this reality check i would think that everything is sweet and bliss with know problems but now that this has happened i can telll myself that this is how cruel  the world can be and how much youre day can change over a chain? yeah this is just another line being carved into my brain making me understand the risks of not what you do but the things you wear and the way you hold yourself. never ever let a minor inconvenience wreck your self worth and use that to increase your self worth. fossil fuels are stomped in the ground from the very start  for billions of years until one day they are let out into the air. they acquire value and purpose when they are at the lowest points in theyre lives until they are noticed for this and once they get to this point of significance they shine, shine so bright that they cant be walked passed and stomped on anymore. they get picked up and get all the credit they deserve making them the pillars to our society single handedly by enduring hardship and consistency until they get recognised for their worth.

this was abit of an odd one but who cares nobodys gonna read it anyway, i guess i just do this because if i write motivating things down for someone else it might help me realise what im capable of but who knows..