like buying a fake diamond at full price

I’m telling you right now… I HATE how women have all the control now. They have turned love into a mindless game of sex, sex and more sex. That is all they want, that is all they try for. If you’re a good guy who isn’t interested in sleeping with them on the first date, then you are no good for them. You all wonder why I always want to go back to Amanda? probably because everything was comfortable, and I loved her. But mostly because she wasn’t about all that shit. I’m changing… I’m starting to get pissed. It scares me to think that I might start getting where women want you, just to get a relationship. Morals are just that… a guideline to being single. 

I told a friend this the other day. A lot of guys enjoy being single now… because it gives them the religious freedom to sleep with whoever they want. They don’t want a life with someone unless something goes wrong. ( pregnancy ) and half the times that doesn’t even stop them.why else are there SO many single women raising a kid…

After they get used, they start trying to find a "good" guy like me. I don’t understand how it is logical to want someone AFTER they fucked up and want someone else to pick up their pieces.

Amanda and I haven’t talked since her birthday. She still plays me in words with friends but doesn’t talk to me their either. Since I haven’t had any contact I have TRIED to talk to several women. one of which I KNOW is way out of me league. but of course none of them seem to work out in the end. Nothing good seems to come my way, and I understand that makes me out to be the most complaining person in the world…. but throw me a damn bone from time to time please…

There is much more I could rant and bitch about… but I don’t think this is helping my mood any…

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November 20, 2012

Maybe some single women are raising kids coz the guys are an jerks.. tbh i wouldnt have a kid unless i was settled with someone, also as far as control goes.. things should be equal to a certain extent. I get why people wanna be single but there comes a time i think people should start to settle down, who wants to grow old on their own. Youll meet a decent girl someday, but shes gotta appreciate u

November 20, 2012

as much as u do her. 🙂

November 20, 2012

You sound incredibly scary and disturbing. Women have control of themselves and what they want. I can’t read this diary anymore. You sound like you are going to turn into a serial rapist because you can’t find a woman to give you what you want.

November 20, 2012

Your problem is you’re trying to jump into something serious way too quickly. Forget having a relationship and just go out and have fun. And I don’t mean sleep with every girl you come across. I mean focus on being friends and getting to know people. Then maybe a relationship will develop from there. But don’t worry about it so much. You’re still really young and have plenty of time to find your forever.

November 20, 2012

Women feel that men have all the power. And we are stupid enough to let them. It’s when you stop trying that it all works out. Trust me. It hasn’t all worked out for me, but I feel much better about it. Read my past couple of entries, and you’ll understand where I’m coming from.

November 20, 2012

There are good girls out there… girls who aren’t all about sex… I know cause I was one of them. It’s okay to complain. How many times have I just needed to vent and it comes out complainy… it’s good to get it out… I just feel the insufferable urge to encourage you… but sometimes you just need someone to listen.

November 20, 2012

Not all women are the same. Just like the ladies that complain about men, not all men are the same. Each person is an individual, you just haven’t found the one that’s right for you yet, but you will. Stop looking for her. Let her look for you.