08/09/2013

For what its worth I miss her. Yet I have a Girlfriend now. What causes me to feel this way about her? I Just wanna know if she’s okay, or how things have been for her. I feel so lost in my emotions lately, like I don’t know if I’m sad, mad, or even depressed really. My mind Is at such an absent time it’s scary. I find myself sleeping all the time, and running less. I’m not gaining weight but I’m certainly slacking. I can’t and wont give up on myself like I gave up on so many things in my life. I’m in a weird place tonight, and I haven’t felt this way in a long time.