04/19/2012

I’m totally against today.

I woke up late today, and my boss had texted me about a problem he had at work. I fixed the problem by using common sense and then fel back asleep. I hate that lately i have been sleeping till around noon. I liked it better when i was waking up at around 8, working out, and then coming home to have about 4 hours or so to do whatever I wanted. Lately I haven’t been able to even get up! It might have something to do with the knee infection, and how that has been slowing me down at levels. I hope this heals soon so I can start busting out hard workouts again, and continue to lose weight.

I got home, and had just enough time to shower, and make my dinner that i was taking to work with me. I had to drive today because I was picking up hours today, and the people i worked with are totally against giving me a ride home ( whatever i don’t care ) I got there, and Greg started to talk to me about how he could have used a extra hand or two this morning when he was dealing with all those problems, and I told him i offered my assistance but he didn’t accept it. I think it’s rather odd to complain about something liek that even though I offered my assistance, and time.

We were very busy all night, and I had to close with megan tonight. The girl that has always given me so much trouble lately.. I avoided talking to her allllll night, and then towards the very end she decided she wanted to talk to me. She finally told me that she was proud of how much weight i had lost, and that I should know she thinks I look so much healthier and look like I amd feeling much happier. I kinda stopped her when She said that because it totally isn’t true. Because of how much she had talked about me to her mother, who in return talked to Amanda’s mother. I am in the situation I am in. I’m glad that she wanted to talk about it finally, because i would love to try and make up with her. I am someone who doesn’t want any enemies. So the fact that it was attempted I guess I feel a little better.

I didn’t jog tonight because I want my knee to heal faster. And I think jogging has only made things worse. I’m really tired, And yet I have tomorrow off So i am kinda dreading it. I always end up spending way to much money, or driving myself insane about Amanda. Here is to hoping.