04/11/2012

It will be the death of me…. I know it. I was totally on bored with the whole giving Amanda her space, and not messaging her at all. I totally wanted nothing but to text her all day. Ugh i don’t understand what is wrong with me. I got home from work and looked on facebook, and of course one of my mutual friends with Amanda was celebrating her birthday today. The first thing i see is her comment. I swear I can’t go one day let alone one hour without thinking about her. I have a terrible problem.

Also when I got home, the gym owner commented on my facebook about how he found a picture of me from the first day i showed up at the gym. He told me he couldn’t believe how much i have changed since then. It’s things like that, that totally motivates me more and more to keep at it. I can’t imagine going to a big gym where they only think of you as a monthly fee.

I’m off Wednesday… I really hope i don’t go stir crazy. Here is hoping!