Starting Life Anew

 Tomorrow is my first full AA meeting. I’m a little nervous. I don’t  know what to expect. I do know this is something I need to do. I need to get of hold of my life and put things back in order. I do know I need to make some serious changes. Even if that means moving out and moving on with my life.

I am seriously thinking about a change of scenery. But this can’t be done till at least this DUI probation is over. Or can it be changed over if I moved out of state. There is a lot of jobs in information technology out west where I want to go. Picking up and starting life over in a new state would be a major challenge. I would have to get a new place to live, new job, new friends. There also would be a whole brand new scene of women to chose from. I’ve never dated an Asian chick before (not that I would limit myself to only Asian females equal opportunity you know). I know there are a lot of them in Cali. New choices, new experiences could be fucking great.

Someone very smart just reminded me variety is the spice of life. I hate snow anyways. I guess I need to get  all my ducks in a row and see what I can make happen. If I moved out west the kids could come for the summertime break from school and visit. I need to do this one thing at a time though. First lets get to this AA meeting tomorrow and get things started right. Yeaaaaaaaaaa me. Maybe 2008 will be a good year.

Life is a Bitch, then you marry one, then you DIE.