Relight a Old Flame

I’ve been talking to my ex J for a few weeks now. She already talking about me leaving A and getting back together. She says it was a mistake breaking up and we should have worked it out. Boy 10 years too late.I admit I like talking to her. Will it be like the old days ??? Don’t think so.Decisions decisions.

The cop lady I got the phone number from is crazy.She texts me every 2 hours. We went out once. Didn’t even have sex. Almost stalker like. Ima be on the news. Shot to death by a off the wall cop.

What a crazy fucked up life I have. I really should run away, change my identity, and start a brand new life.

The one good thing is I don’t feel as depressed today.I haven’t had a drink today either. Good things I guess. Talking to J always puts me a good mood. Its nice to be wanted.

But still Life is a bitch, then you marry one, then  you die.