In Need of Change

 I’m at a crossroads in my life now. I want and need a change. I’ve been unhappy for a while if I think about it. I need badly to get out of Michigan. I don’t think there is any good reason to stay here. I guess family wound be a reason. I don’t really talk to anyone though. I talk to two of my cousins once in a while, my sister once a week. I don’t talk to anyone else. My parents died years ago. My brother is doing 25 to life. (That is a story for another time) I hate cold and snow. So why stay here.

I must be having a early midlife crisis. I need to go by a Porsche or something. Do I need the big change as to leave everyone behind and start anew? The kids could come to wherever I move to in the summertime. (I’m thinking Arizona or California) I could meet someone new and start a new relationship. (Or start one with the special someone who already lives in Cali)

But I guess I can’t do anything until I’m done with that damn DUI probation. I guess what I need to do is make best of the here and now.

Life is a Bitch, then you marry one, then you DIE.