How much Interest

I’ve  been seeing this girl L. I don’t know if you call it seeing or what you call it. I met her at my job. We have been on a couple of dates. Well more than a couple. we’ve not had sex I don’t think. The problem is there is one day we hung out but I drank a little to much or possibly it was the weed. I really don’t smoke that often. So the only thing I remember from that night is being at the bar. Then waking up at home. Our birthdays are a day apart. Which is this month. She invited me to come to her suite she rented for her birthday. The issue is do I want to try to go there and be disappointed. We only talk about once a week because of the Covid. So everything is work from home now. The last time I saw her was about 3 weeks ago when I gave her my old phone because she broke hers. If you think she hangs out for money that’s not the case. She has paid for some the dates we have went on. The phone was a old iPhone 6 that I had sitting on my dresser that I don’t use anymore. What is it worth $50 maybe. We sat in my car and talked when I took it to her. I must admit she turned me on coming out in a shirt with now no bra and pajama pants with no panties on. Another problem is that she lives at home with her dad. (She’s in her 30’s) and has a kid. But the kid is gone to fathers house till September when school starts. I don’t have problems with kids because I have some myself but they a grown and don’t live at home any more. So you thinking why don’t I invite her over is because no one comes to my house. But you would have to had read some of my previous posts to know that. In this instant access to everything would she hardly ever texts. We don’t talk on phone. Just skype ( Yes people still use that) when we are both are at work. I guess the real problem is who I want to focus my time with. There is choice of 4 different people. L’ the person I’m wondering about in this post. T’ who will have sex when drunk she says she loves me. She seems to call when she gets bored or drunk. A’ who I think is in love but does not say it. We don’t talk as much as we use to but she calls when she is upset about something. She will have sex if we go out, but because of Covid her daughter is not away at school. With both her kids home there’s no sneaking over. K’ who says she loves me and is final fed up with my cousin (that’s a whole different story) But because her house is still being renovated, she stuck in a house with a million people. Decisions, decisions.

Life is a Bitch, then you marry one then you DIE.