Being Mr Idiot

Why do I do the things I do? I talk to my high school sweetheart still. Lets call her ‘S’. We dated 11th and 12th grade. We went to the prom together and all that good stuff. She is a story all by herself. She had been getting some cosmetic surgery done. So she sends me the update photos via text message.

I went over to the ex Jill’s house to be aggravated once again. You know that means Jill was going thru my phone again. Again with the questions of why am I getting nude photo’s of people. Again I have to go thru the “we are not in a relationship” speech. Again the balling and saying she is sorry. Why oh why do I keep on dealing with this crap? First I should just keep my phone on my person at all times to not give her to chance to go thru it. Second I should stop going over there and causing myself unnecessary aggravation. Third I should just stop having sex with her and I would not have first 2 problems. Why must I be a guy and not think with the head on top of my shoulders. Damn I am so idiotic sometimes. I must have been a really bad person in a past life.

Life is a Bitch, then you marry one, then you DIE.