My story? Pg 14

Through out highschool I did alot of dumb things. Drink, smoke, fuck things up, it was a learning experience. I Fucked up pretty good another night. My dad called me fat and I got pissed. Started yelling, told him he wasn’t a good dad. Opened a the bottle I’d kept locked away for the last couple years. And honestly. He tried. Its more then most dads nowadays. But he really wasn’t ready to be a dad. Not mentally. Mentally he was about my age. And never wanted to do anything. But sit at home. He was greedy. Had the money. But wouldn’t spend it on his kid. It was irritating. And I was mad. Still had issues from the old house. I was always on defense and always high strung and easy to anger. Didn’t necessarily have things to be angry about but I didn’t know how to control it. Sometimes it bottles up and over flows. You don’t mean to  let everything out but shit will still hit the fan. One day my uncle and I got into a fight. We both had some bottled up anger. And we fought. I got mad. And had my friend come get me. And I ended up moving in with him. This dudes name was Hayden. He still is one of my best damn friends iv ever had. He’s like a brother. Hayden’s mother jen, let me stay. I stayed in the basement In a nice bed. No walls but didn’t need em. It was awesome. Living with your best friend. Hayden had a step dad named Paul Paul drink a lot he would get drunk but he was usually a happy drunk sometimes he would get mad and he would yell but he never hit anyone or laid a finger on anyone so he was pretty cool in my book Paul was a hard worker and worked in the forestry service he taught me a lot about cutting and splitting wood and he was the hardest-working f***** I’ve ever met. Jen, Hayden, Paul, and I lived together in the house for quite some time and it was great although Hayden was a lazy m*********** and would not do chores. Because I was there I felt the need to do chores and pick up around the house but Hayden was pretty spoiled and didn’t pick up much I love Hayden but he had a pretty Carefree lifestyle his mom bought him anything he wanted, he was a handsome dude, so everything went pretty smoothly for him when he was home he would eat all the time and never gain a pound always had a six pack, played football and had all the girls. I was always a little envious of him but I never liked Sports and I start getting fatter towards the end of my high school so I didn’t necessarily have the looks either for the confidence.