The myteries of life … random musings

Another crummy day, but for whatever reason, I didn’t really mind it.  I can’t decide if that’s a good or bad thing.

I had the hardest time dragging myself out of bed this morning.  This sinus infection / ear infection / achey joints / painful breathing thing is sooo tiring.  I have a very hard time getting to sleep and still wake up every 30 minutes but now I want to do 14 hours of that  instead of the normal 6.

I haven’t been taking my meds to keep me asleep, fearing they would increase this fatigue.  I stopped taking the decongestant, figuring it was the problem.  Yet I’m still wiped out.

Back to the doctor on Monday I guess.

This is driving me crazy, it seems like after a course of antibiotics, I’d feel better, not worse.  I probably just need something different, but it’s frustrating.

I have so many things I need to / want to be doing but I just don’t feel up to it.  My house is trashed, I need to clean the garage before winter really sets in, the dogs need a lot more work, I have 8 million craft ideas I want to do for Christmas… it’s all just driving me crazy.

Work is still pissing me off too.  Lots of things done wrong / not at all.  The guy I was suppossed to work with called off, I think it might be in retaliation for my calling off last week.  It really pisses me off how this certain co-worker goes on and on about how he likes me, then constantly screws me over by arriving late / not at all and calling off, leaving me to work weekends alone.  He also whines to me about having to work alone, even though I often work alone as a direct result of his actions.  My manager did apologize for goofing up the schedule and scheduling me to come in at a time I can’t… but she’s done it again on the schedule coming up in 3 weeks.  She left before I could bring that to her attention.  I’m sure that will be another fight.  Oh well, I am not coming in for that shift, it’s against my availability, the availability that she agreed to, and I based my other job around… if we can schedule around her second job, we can schedule around mine.

Eventually, I think my ‘second’ job is going to pan out into my own business.  I clean an office and I enjoy it.  I’m not sure if that’s sad or not, but the money is good and there’s not a lot of stress.  I’m sure there could be, but I think I can manage it and not have too much.  I need to get some quotes for commercial insurance, and such before I decide home much more I want to take on though.  we’ll see.